ok, ill try to count to ten many times in the course of the next little while, not to control ANGER, but to control uhhh, i guess uhhh, well, i dont want to suffocate the revelation so, having said that, i will attempt to present the 'thing' to you, as best i can

please, patience!

i was just sitting here, listening to Night Bugs, and enjoying some SarahVibe related reading - you know, trying to find that magickal spot that only a few musicians have the ability to pave roads to, without involving the use of controlled or uncontrolled substances....in any event, i come across the information currency, that Sarah Slean's middle name, is Hope.

now, im not Jungian on the best of days, which is not to say, that i am not a believer in the 'Cosmic Synchronicity', i am a heavy believer, im just not 'jungian'. im, 'kevian'

allow me this most selfest of indulgences, time enough to say only that for a long time, i have been more impulse driven, than anything else, a tendency i dont wish to be rid of, yet, do wish to alleviate somewhat. so, having this tendency, it is necassary for me to do certain things differently to achieve the pretty much same result as the next woman/guy

in that, i mean to say that it takes a 'Sarah Slean'(not the individual, the IDEA - which speaks as the metaphor for something greater) to put me in touch with my feminine side, thereby enabling me to find the absolute wonder in the cosmos, and to be filled with myself, and have room for everything else too, which in my opinion, is the NATURAL, and unmolested, female tendency(or: a big ol dirty metaphor for CREATION - doubleplusgood in my book)

now, if you have made it this far and understand what i have just stated above, you have gained insight into what it must be, to be, a Kevbot

a Kevbot sees an ailing people and an ailing planet(singing: you cant have one without the ooooTHER!), and this, due to Kevbot's initial programs and parameters, causes Bot to feel, whether simulated or not, very sad, very pessimistic. and this, is precisely what the 'architect of the matrix'(wink wink), desires for us to feel(in my opinion)

well, in His never-ending journey of one selffulfilling moment to the next self fulfilling moment(some have mistakenly identified this as Satanism, but all religions have been perverted), he has allowed the enemy to build a small, but effective weapon against their tactics

for reasons of National Security, i am only allowed to talk about 'Night Bugs' having Stealth Technology as an example - if you don't understand what im saying, then i pray you are a federal agent, and if you do, i hope Cosmic Mom has made a Creative foot soldier out of you

nevertheless - in facilitating formulated amounts of exploitation on, specifically, Sarah Slean - i was privy to see her visage splashed over the television for like, i dunno 4:32 seconds, or whatever length Lucky Me is...- this was an unfortunate blow to the Cause of Destruction(or what is normally referred to as 'the bad guys')

of course of course, a kevbot is fully aware of the mutual 'exploitation' taking place here - how else does a Sarahbot stop a chaotic kevbot, long enough to say (insert cosmic metaphor that cant possibly be worded, for no known words exist for the expression)?

well, the round-about answer is, she cant! so, it takes a small act of inertia, or, tendency of things not in motion(such as a television), to interfere, and/or interact, with things, in motion(such as a kevbot), so please, no worries, this is not a Hooker With A Penis, type post

well what is it then you ask, and i was just arriving at the 'thing' i mentioned waaaaay above(if yer still here, remind me to send you the special plaque for such "achievers")

allow me, before continuing my statement, to present a question, which i will then answer in one form or another

when Sarah's parents, were choosing her middle name(or did she choose it? anyone?), do you think they were consciously aware of the apparent synchronistic events that would follow the choice? to be fun for a sec, its like how the Oracle would me if she were here, or i were there----> was the choice made, and then the life became a road to understanding the why, of the choice?

ok, now youre gettig frustrated, i can tell....here's the 'thing'

given that i am a Kevbot, as such stated above, Sarah Slean(to stick with metaphors fer a sec here), as presented to the Kevbot, in the manner above, is a beacon OF Hope.

if Hope was a country, in this example, Sarah'd be up there with a big ol' piano torch of illumination or something, i dunno, the metaphor is intact tho

i see her as a symbol of hope in this dreaded world around me. i tell you now, her 'Magick', is so strong that it can change my moment to moment perception of things, ie - if im feelin sad, i can listen to Day One the song and hear the metaphoric 'choir of angels' singing from above, reminding me what this seemingly miserable 'ride' was all about in the first place

do you know what kind of currency this is? do you know what weaponry this is? i think i have failed miserably in my translation, i have understated the pure gravity of just what i am talking about - i have been told that i over think things too much, but i expect this from an agent of the bank, not from just another wage slave like me

i didnt know Sarahs middle name was Hope, yet i tell you, this is exactly the word that came to my mind after my first Day One listen.

to those of you who would say, 'hey botty, its just a coincidence, get over yourself', id say thanks for stayin this long!

but the fact remains, as i have often found myself in the last several weeks, i am talking about the BIGGEST thing that could EVER happen to man and the UNIVERSE - im talkin about the war man! karma! manipulative angels! the war man! you know, the war, for your mind!?

there are Agents of Creation, and there are those of Destruction, and everything in between, all around, and still unseen, is just a metaphor for events occurring in this war, raging unseen by most, every single day, and the fate of everything is the coveted templar treasure!

when i look at the world, i see the balance leaning toward 'Her Destructive Tendencies'(my metaphor for Her Two, and Infinite, Sides)

but when i look at "Sarah Slean", i see the most powerful 'weapon' of Creation ever conceived, because im referring to realizations, and things we cant grasp at this point in human evolution, which after all, is what this is all gonna boil down do...what direction we choose

does it sound Hollywood? remember, 'Art Mimics Life'

I was raised by my mother, and this probably says a lot more about me than id ever care to admit to anyone ever! nevertheless, it has made me a foot soldier of Her Creative Tendencies, because if the 'Balance' is the undercurrent here, then its time to do some serious motherf#@$%$g balancing

I for one, am relieved to have THE(the person, not the idea) Sarah Slean, on our side! In a time not too long from now, the things i(and many others) am feeling, but not articulating, will be more apparent.

Neo will see the Matrix as it is, and the Wind called Akira, will blow once again, bringing us all to the point of Pure Energy. Paul Atreides will become the Kwisatz Haderach, and Luke Skywalker will realize his true Jedi Potential. That crazy buddhist palm kungfuer(stephen chou) will have his face punched into the floor, thereby tapping into the chi flow, and unleashing the boys true potential, and on and on and on


four words that have reshaped my reality, and allow me to keep reshaping it, and its attached to every one of my posts - a magickal incantation that will act as just one more mustard seed, planted along the road that acts as a red pill, and serves as a reminder to myself, about 'seeing the matrix as it really is'

well, thats it....a place for everything and everything in its place....i have shared my 'thing'.....my 'external magick' is not so strong yet, so i am limited in my communication with you folks who travel the same vein as myself - tho i am optimistic that the 'feeling' is there - even if you dont believe the war exists - you can still think of Karma, and either way, the anomaly Man, wins.

synchronicity - conscious or un, or sub - synchronicity is evidence

sorry bout the length, eh buddies!? if you made it this far, than im sad to inform you, that it tells ME something about YOU, and any comment would therefore be taken as a legal Statement of Admission

;D

the above post is in no way a statement on or about Sarah Slean and/or her Cosmic place or responsibility

it merely attempts to articulate to the passing soul, however failingly, what the lady's Soul(simple metaphor for a bigger thing) means(or: how it has affected) to me!

thank you!

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